Stalker Notes Sources in “Companions of Their Youth”

The stalker notes in “Companions of Their Youth” were based on famous romantic songs. Discover which notes went with which songs in this blog post.


In my book “Companions of Their Youth,” Mr. Darcy begins receiving notes from a mysterious, anonymous source. The notes get progressively more disturbing, and the author of them is revealed towards the end of the book.

As some readers have recognized, the notes are actually based on popular song lyrics! I know that some readers find it jarring to be pulled out of the story, but other readers (myself included!) love when there are fun Easter eggs in books.

Here is the text of each note, what song it came from, and the original song lyrics. Were you able to guess any of them as you read “Companions of Their Youth“?

ChapterStalker NoteSong LyricSong Title/Artist
6I can see it in your eyes and in your smile.
You are all I have ever wanted, and my arms are open wide.
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You’re all I’ve ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
‘Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you
“Hello”
Lionel Richie
6I saw you yesterday in Bond Street. You looked very fine.
I reached out, but you did not even see me.
If I were to scream out for you, would you hear me?
I reach out
But you don’t even see me
(no, you don’t, no, you don’t, no you don’t)
Even when I scream out
Baby, you don’t hear me
(you don’t hear me)
I am nothing without you, just a shadow passing through
(Invisible, invisible, invisible, invisible, invisible)
ooh-ooh-ooh
“Invisible”
Clay Aiken
6Do the simpering society misses know this is your favorite scent?
You smell so good, and I am coming for you.
You smell so good
You smell so good, I coming for you
You smell so good
I find you
So good
So good, I follow you
You smell so good
I’ll get you now
“Du Riechst So Gut”
Rammstein
6You look so severe as you look around a crowd;
hello, Darcy, is it me you are looking for?
I sometimes see you
Pass outside my door
Hello!
Is it me you’re looking for?
“Hello”
Lionel Richie
6I have been alone with you inside my mind,
and in my dreams, I have kissed your lips a thousand times.
I’ve been alone with you
Inside my mind
And in my dreams I’ve kissed your lips
A thousand times
“Hello”
Lionel Richie
6Darcy, is your sister home?
Or did you go away and leave her all alone?
Hey, little girl, is your daddy home?
Did he go away and leave you all alone?
I got a bad desire
Oh, oh, oh
I’m on fire
“I’m on Fire”
Bruce Springsteen
6Some men take a beautiful young girl and hide her away from the world.
But she still will want to walk in the sun; girls just want to have fun, after all.
Some boys take a beautiful girl
And hide her away from the rest of the world
I wanna be the one to walk in the sun
Oh, girls—they wanna have fun
Oh, girls just wanna have
“Girls Just Wanna Have Fun”
Cyndi Lauper
6I fear we are facing a problem, Darcy…
I spend my nights awake, wondering what I could have done
in another way so that you will say that you love me, that you need me.
I cry, and I pray, and beg for you to do so.
Dear, I fear we’re facing a problem
You love me no longer, I know

Lately I have desperately pondered
Spent my nights awake and I wonder
What I could have done in another way
To make you stay

So I cry and I beg for you to
Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Leave me, leave me
Just say that you need me
I can’t care about anything but you
“Lovefool”
The Cardigans
11No matter what move you make, or what steps you take,
I am watching you.
Darcy, why can you not see that you belong to me?
Oh, can’t you see
You belong to me?
How my poor heart aches
With every step you take?
Every move you make
And every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I’ll be watching you
Every move you make
Every step you take
I’ll be watching you
“Every Breath You Take”
The Police
13I will follow you…
follow you wherever you may go…
forever.
I will follow him (follow him)
Follow him wherever he may go
There isn’t an ocean too deep
A mountain so high it can keep, keep me away
Away from my love
(I love him, I love him, I love him)
“I Will Follow Him”
Peggy March
14If only I were invisible, then I could watch you
in your room as you sleep.
If I were invincible, then I would make you
mine right now, tonight.
If I was invisible (invisible, invisible, invisible)
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invisible, I’d make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man If I was invisible
Wait, I already am
“Invisible”
Clay Aiken
14I wonder where you are, and I wonder what you do.
There is no one but me who can love you like I do.
Hello!
I’ve just got to let you know
‘Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven’t got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you
“Hello”
Lionel Richie
14I will never let you go—no, not for any price.
I need you now just like I needed you then;
I vow, Darcy, that we will meet again.
I touch you once, I touch you twice
I won’t let go at any price
I need you now like I need you then
You always said we’d meet again
“If You Leave”
Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark
19I have to follow you, my love, though you do not want me to.
It will not stop my love for you; I cannot stay away.
I am coming.
Here we are
In a room full of strangers
Standing in the dark
Where your eyes couldn’t see me
Well, I had to follow you
Though you did not want me to
But that won’t stop my loving you
I can’t stay away
“Nights on Broadway”
The Bee Gees
22I was meant to be yours, and we were meant to be one.
Do not give up on us now; I will finish what we have begun.
I was meant to be yours!
We were meant to be one!
Don’t give up on me now!
Finish what we’ve begun!
I was meant to be yours!
“Meant to Be Yours”
Heathers: the Musical
25You cannot escape; my eyes are watching you. I see your every move.Cause girl I’m gonna know
If you’re letting me in or letting me go
Don’t lie when you’re hurting inside
‘Cause you can’t escape my
Private eyes
They’re watching you
They see your every move
“Private Eyes”
Daryl Hall and John Oates
26I would rather see you dead, Darcy, than be with anyone else.
I was born with a jealous disposition, and I am determined that you will be mine.
Well, I’d rather see you dead, little girl
Than to be with another man
You better keep your head, little girl
Or I won’t know where I am

Well, you know that I’m a wicked guy
And I was born with a jealous mind
And I can’t spend my whole life
Trying just to make you toe the line

Let this be a sermon
I mean everything I’ve said
Baby, I’m determined
And I’d rather see you dead
“Run for Your Life”
The Beatles